Exam oh exam...

1st Internal Assesment

Alhmdulillah exam dh abes smlm..yeye(wat mse skung jela nk suka pun..huhu) there is 2nd n 3rd internal assessment to go thru before MBBS Professional Examination bln 4 thn dpn..klu x slp la..ke lg awal..huhu..cam x caya jer..

I’m not a good story teller and good writer….eventhough what I’m going to tell is something come from my soul…deep inside my heart…wlpn kmi x reti..tp kmi nk hbq gak..hihi

Kmi nk cite pasal exam kmi..stat dari viva patho kmi yg baru lepas smlm..kmi xtaw nk habaq cmna..nk kata senang….tipu sgt kot sbb kmi mmg ketaq sblm exam..ngh exam..just pas exam ja x..hehe..exam patho ni ada 10 spotters questions, viva, diagnosis on haematology, ngn wat blood group. Yang spotters question tu..kmi rse suma slaid yg kmi tgk kt microscope tu kmi xdpt identify tu tissue pe..pe ntah lagi nk state kn pathology conditionyer..mmg haru..dlm mase 1 ½ minit jer utk jwp tiap 1 soklan..Uwaaaa..abes je jwp 10 soklan tu move to next stesen…kt stesen ni..dia bg kmi 1 microscope, 1 slide n 1 bottle oil immersion…yg lawaknya kmi yg ketaq x agak2 ni terus ja tgk microscope..eh awat gelap..kmi duk adjust2 x nmpk pe pun..kmi kata dlm ati..mmg mampuih la kmi kali ni..x nmpk pape..lgu mn nk jwp soklan ni..kmi dok termenung sat..xtaw nk wat lgu mn..tetiba lecture yg jaga exam tu mai kat kmi n habaq “where ur slide?” huh??? Slide..bru kmi perasaan rupanya kmi x buh pun slide kat microscope tu…haha..mmgla x nmpk pe pun..pastu kmi nmpk lecture tu gelak2..huuu…biaq pi lah die nk kata pe pun..kmi pun cpt2 letak slide tu n observe…Alhamdulillah..kmi nmpk something..tp apakah ni??? Huhu..kmi just taw ni slide haematology..RBC’s mmg dh lyse kot..x nmpk ape…kmi nmpk cam ada neutrophil, basophil, promyelocytes, myelocytes…tp btui ka pe yg kmi nmpk ni…huhu..ahh..xpa2 kmi pikiaq baik kmi lukis dlu..nnt x sempat..wat report based on peripheral blood picture…but the impression n diagnosis..still in the blank..hahaha…1st diagnosis kmi wat, berdasarkan report yg kmi yg wat tu kmi rse cam ni adalah Chronic myeloid leukemia…klu betul matilah kmi..mst ssh gle kot soklan viva kne tnyer pasal ni…kmi tgk lagi..x puas ati..x mungkin ni CML…last2 kmi rse ni bkn..ni adalah Eosinophilia…examiner nk smp dh kt kmi..pas ni turn kmi..kwn sblh kmi dpt senang je..iron deficiency anemia..huhu..x aciiiiiiiiii..sng gle kot klu tuuuuuuuuu..jeng jeng..smp turn kmi…examiner tu tnyer..

Examiner: what ur diagnosis?
Kmi : Eosinophilia doc..
Examiner : Are sure?? Why u said so?? Do you observe carefully?? Prove it to me!!
Kmi : dlm ati..adoii..awatlah psyco sgt doc ni..huhu..matilah kmi..konpem salah ni..tp kmi bantai je..biaq pi lah apa nk jd pun..huhu..kmi dh cuak gle kot tgk ada kwn kmi siap ngis2 lgi kne viva ni..haru sggh..
Examiner: where u can see eosinophilia? How it can happen? Mcm2 lh lgi soklannyee..mls nk tulih..hiii

(pas kmi mebebel2 sat..)

Examiner : Yess..good ur diagnosis is right..
Kmi: kmi rse cam nk jerit jaa..ciss examiner ni..huhu..nk tercabut jntung kmi diwatnyer..huhu…

Pastu kmi kne wat blood group lak…yg lawknya ada kwn2 kmi siap jerit2 n ngis2 lgi takot nk pin prick tgn sdri..haihh..mmg haru exam cmni..kmi ketaq x sdh..kmi pun bknyer berani nk cucuk jari sdri..huhu..mmg ketaq abeh..lom lgi kne viva part ni lak..lgi haru soklanya…examiner tu tnyer awat kne wat blood grouping, apa anticoagulant n transport yg dgnakn..bpe lme..what condition we can see Bombay blood group..haihh..gle la suma soklan ni..bnyk lg soklanya..

Kmi redha jelah..

Exam ni kmi rse sgt2 horrible…lom lg exam theory..lgi haru..kmi just ada hrpn kt forensic ja..klu lulus tu kre sujud syukur dh kot..nk dpt distinction?? Insyallah.bkn kmi lh tu..huhu..hmpa doaknlah kmi naaa..lulus pun jadilah..

Kmi teringat doc yg ajar kmi surgery..dia kata “ Zero mark is more than enough for u all” kmi mmg ckup pelik..abeh tu kmi ni layak dpt bpe? minus 1 ker?? Mmg repet la klu cmtu..ada satu lg kata2..kmi x ingt lak sapa yg kata..tp cmnilh ayat dier “ the art of medicine is passing” haa..yg ni kmi suka..pas ckp lh kn..hii..

Tp kmi ttp xpuas ati..awat lah ada org ley study 1 mlm ja utk exam soknya..sdgkn bnyk gle kot…n diorg ley perform well..distinction lg..yg xley blahnya yg slalu x dtg kuliah..tidoq ja dlm claz..dpt result best..tensen x dgq..huhu..harapan kmi..kn best klu kmi cmtu..uwaaaaaaaa