Sunday, November 15, 2009

JIWA KACAU..T_____T

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Entry kali ni adalah utk melepaskan kekacauan jiwa..hee..gatai!!..xpenah kut kmi tulih cmni..hmm..

Tp la ni betui2 serabut sggh..awat ntah..depress rse..huhu(-_-)

Pas abes exam yg berderet2..yg hrpn utk fail tu sgt tggi..even exam dermatology harapan kmi utk dpt excellent pun kmi rse down..juz because that doc not say anything about my performance in viva..n bcz only my fren who got compliment from dat doc..i feel dis way...silly rite? sbb kmi mnlh penah nk bodek2 doc ni...tp betui nihh..sepanjang aritu kmi xdak mood..padahal kwn kmi tu deserve kot for dat compliment...dier rajin bercakap...x cam kmi yg sgtlah passive ni..haihh..awatlah ngn kmi..x penah kesah pun sblm ni..ok enough!! i'm done!

last weekend..perkataan cuti tu juz pada nama lagi..meaningless or meaning less..(hmm..wat la d different? hii) kmi windu nk duk saja tanpa pikiaq study yg x abes2...exam..student seminar...program2 IMSA..kecewa ngn dri sdri..dis 1 really worse kan..sad..sob sob..

Plus...ade kawan kmi kat cni bru putus tunang...sbb tunang dier yg amek medic kat poland blk pd gf lame...tensen tul kmi ngn laki tu...sthn lebey dh tunang..kmi btul2 emo...huhu..smp kmi time lect pun xley concentrate..ari2 dier cite kat kmi kesedihan dier...n dier nmpk sgt cedey...pastu kawan2 yg asyik mengadu masalh depa yg gadoh ngn bf..nk kawen...mcm2lah..kmi x kesah pun..rse seronok dpt tlg org..even juz dgr je prob diorg..bkn mmpu wat pe pun..huhu

tp smp satu masa..kmi tgk blk kt dri kmi ni..owhh..ok..ekceli kmi ni lebey menyedihkan dr kawan2 kmi ni sbnqnya...haha..juz kmi x pndai nk bgtaw ape yg kmi rse n pe masalah kmi..rse cam ketam yg mengajaq anaknya berjalan lurus ja layaknya...

emm..hmp penah ade x satu persaan yg sgt penat...n perasaan tu membuatkan kita jatuh terduduk n tercari-cari tempat utk bersandar, tempat yg mampu mendengar sume keluhan ati, tempat utk menangis semahu-mahunya..n tempat yg kta serahkan segala-galannya n x penah mengecewakan kita...usahlah ditanya dimanakah tmpt itu? sbb tentu2lah..jwpnye pada ALLAH yg Maha Esa...(^_^)

ble pkiaq blk..kmi pun xsure pe yg kmi nk dlm hdp ni..mgkn kah hadir seseorg yg memahami diri ini..mengasihi dri ini seadanya...n membimbing diri ini kepada cinta ilahi...seseorang yg memahami erti hidup pada memberi n terus memberi sebanyak2 nya..masih adakah lagi insan sprt nya----hmm..lari tajuk dah ni..haha

haaaa..toksah duk teka-teka nohh..hihi

tettttt!!! jwpn yg hmp bg adalah salah...sila putar lagi naa!! wang besa..wang besa...(hiii..apekahhh)..kmi merepek ja rini..hiii

p/s: Faizah...when the time has come,insyaAllah Allah will ease the ways but when it is not time, u should be patient coz better time awaits u..just put 100% in Allah S.W.T ...coz He knows better(^_^)
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14 comments:

  1. ~bootet_nuruL~November 15, 2009 at 3:57 PM

    hmmmm..kadang3 time kita down kan kitaa kan rasaa penattnyaaaa ng hdup nihh huuuu kadang3 rasaa cam nak kawenn cpt3..dukk umahh wat apa kitaa sukaa..hmmm xmo003..hidupp3..yaa allaahhh..jgn bagi kami semua dugaan y berat3 yaa..huu

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  2. ~bootet_nuruL~November 15, 2009 at 3:59 PM

    cam kami dkt family kami xcrita sangat..xmoo mak kmi risau..hgpa sumaa da jauhh huuuu balik3 nanges time baca doaa lps smayangg uwaaaa..bilaaa nak bjollii b'yuu yaapp yayyyy nihh hukk3

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  3. ~bootet_nuruL~November 15, 2009 at 4:01 PM

    chaay0oo3 paee..nanti da dapat gelaran Dr mst hgpa kn lebeyyyyyyy tsenyumm lebaqqq kan3..heee masa 2 hgpaa da xpndang da bendaa kecik3 nih...masa tuhh jgn lupaa kmi naaa..tampaqq pungkoq nt h0h0ooo..=P

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  4. ~bootet_nuruL~November 15, 2009 at 4:02 PM

    tetttttttt..whos that tettt..aiii likee yuuu hahahaa =P =P haii mr tettttt...(kmi tgh kenyitt3 mataa gataii nihh hahahaa)

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  5. caramel popcornNovember 15, 2009 at 7:49 PM

    km pun penah rasa cmtu.. feedup ngan suma benda.. rasa cm nk blik kg n tidoq spanjang ari.. so pas blik pada genting.. rasa tenang skit.. n dapat wat keputusan rasional.. so.. km ambk jer exam wat master tu.. pasal diut mama km kata kita cri sama2.. so yg penting lapangkn ati..

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  6. leen.November 16, 2009 at 6:55 AM

    pae..sabar nah..whatever your problem is, you have to take it easy and take a step by step to solve it..take your time..if not, it'll make you tired n helpless even more..

    * pae kata yg pasal exam tu, bg leen mmg kelebihan la sapa2 yg boleh byk ckp, debating things, pndai ambil hati lect etc.bonus.tp kalu leen, mmgla xreti jgk cmtu.but being silent is not neccessarily passive.many other ways that we can show we're actually good or better.hm.cumanya mmg kita kna improve la kan for oral exam,etc things like that..you're fast learner.don't worry.u can do it!! heheeh

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  7. leen.November 16, 2009 at 7:00 AM

    another thing kan, syg oii..u have to learn to be MORE open with us - leen, uda, kakseri, etc..you can always tell us your prob.in anything, fmily, love <-- ehemm

    betulla cm cik uda ckp - ngn fmily mg xreti la nk mluah2 ni..kwn2 jgk tpt terbaik nk share2 all those little2 important things.

    ok? so be happy..semua org ada masa turun dan naik.all we have to do is accept it and go on..

    kmi suma cyggg cik paeee..go Dr Izzah!

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  8. ~bootet_nuruL~November 16, 2009 at 3:32 PM

    tsskk...tsskkk..kmi xpndayy nk nasehatt cm leen (haii leennn..)=P heee ckuplaaa kmi ckp hgpaa klu nak pape ptolongan buzzlaa kmi saaluuu heee wee lapp uuu tauuu...xpung hgpaa leyy watt mukaa choomell3 n manjaa camm leenn(uppsss...haii leenn lg...=P..camm kucingg kaa sondoiii3..timee jumpak lecturer hikkss!!!mst diaa trusss bg fullmarks yuhuuuu =)

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  9. leen.November 17, 2009 at 4:32 AM

    huda gataiiii!!

    hmm cik pae xreply pun kt comment ni..dia xtgk kot ada comment kot cik uda?

    anyway cik pae..again, we all lebiu lah!

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  10. IzzahNovember 17, 2009 at 6:01 AM

    wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..manyaknya kata-kata nasehat..kmi terharu..huhu..kmi syggggg hmp suma..kmi bru ja perasan ada comment ni..serius..huhu..betui kata leen..hii..kmi x perasan ada comment ni..hikhik..

    p/s:makasih suma..makasihhh!!! i luv uu..mmmuaah..kmi dh ok sket pas kmi tulih kat blog ni n baca komen2 hmp..hee..tenkiuu..xtaw nk ckp pe dh..tenkiuuu sgt2..huhuuhu

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  11. ~bootet_nuruL~November 17, 2009 at 4:13 PM

    haii..nammpakk sangattlaa ciikkk paee nihh but0oo IT ahakkkss3..=P ammpunn3..(kmi laarii sbb takutt kna ligann ng hgpaa hahaha =P

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  12. ~bootet_nuruL~November 17, 2009 at 4:15 PM

    paee..btapaa kmi kwn3 hgpaa nihh sayangg kt hgpaa tauu..mana kasih sayang hgpa kt km??manaa??manaaaaaaa...???hehheeee cepat cium tiak kmi klu sayangg kt kmi hahahahaa =P

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  13. IzzahNovember 18, 2009 at 3:24 AM

    kasih...sayang...sumenya tu terletak ditangan Allah..bak kata p.Ramlee..hehe..

    haha..hmp xnmpk ka uda kasih syg kmi..ish2..smp ati nohh..kami syg hmp cam kmi syg biskut hapseng cicah ayaq milo hmp taw dak?? hehe..terharu dak??

    p/s: makacihh ats kasih syg hmp suma..uda, leen..k.seri..i lap u lahh..hii

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  14. ~bootet_nuruL~November 18, 2009 at 4:07 PM

    wuiii..uppgradee laa skett cheqq hee bisskutt munchiss y adaa cekelaatt kt tgh3 tuuhh kaa hehee kasihh sayangg kmii kt hgpaa pn banyakk nihh..melimmpahh ruaahh weyy..ishh3

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